no professional lighting or camera equipment ... just me playing around doing my thing 💃😉💋🍒 !!!! Ps my hands are smaller than a 6 years olds so excuse the edit 😬🤷‍♀️😉 !!!!

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So what do you guys do to keep your dreams alive ???? Just curious cause at this point Im not sure its a good idea to listen to advice from some people. Yesterday I realized all my tennis shoes were gone ... I like them because I dance three hours most days and my feet hurt so I put tennis shoes on so my feet feel nice ... well all of mine are old so I ordered four new pairs and they came in five weeks ago but they were all too big so Ive been without them for a long time !!!! So when I woke up yesterday and remembered I had none I pulled a Carrie Bradshaw and ordered a bunch of new shoes online !!!! My assistants HUMBLING APPROACH why don’t you just see what you can find in your closet DID NOT WORK ANYMORE ... I chose to BLOW and guess what ... my feet are soaring these days ... Im not gonna stop buying tennis shoes and heels ever 👟👠 !!!! Im not gonna settle and considering the other day I said I feel like Im just getting here ... THATS AN UNDERSTATEMENT !!!! Its been a while since I drove alone and well lets just say its a DIFFERENT BALLGAME cause I’m not sure this stadium 🏟 is gonna be anywhere near America !!!! Here is me dancing to PUMPED UP KICKS after cleaning my REAL living room with no Tic Toc but a real grandfather clock that has a hidden door you can hide in ... I know Im a kid at heart !!!! After cleaning my cherry floors I did my own version of play and cleaned with my new PUMPED UP KICKS ... literally ... and look Im flying !!!! Maybe Ill just be nice and plant here and keep my dreams alive by thinking about visiting St. Tropez with @cher and eating ice cream ... She was one of my favorite singers as a kid and I loved to dress up as her ... and thinking about having a six pack like @jlo ... Lord shes so inspiring in her new video !!!! Again this is me with hope ... love ... and intention ... by the way I do intend on going to the ball after I clean my house 😂😉😉 !!!!!

So I said “life goes on” in one of my recent posts but it’s always easier said than done !!!!! In that moment that’s what felt was the easiest to say but I think we all know that I will never be able to let go and fully move on until I’ve said all I needed to say … and I’m not even close !!!! I was told to stay quiet about things for so long and I finally feel like I’m just getting here 🕊️🕊️🕊️ !!!!

In my garden 🪴 today 💋💋💋 !!!!

Ok ... so I got a lot off my chest last week … I said what I needed to say … and life goes on … where’s my yoga mat now 😂🧘🏼‍♀️🤪 ????

Ok guys ... great news ☀️ !!! When I woke up I got a very cool box with a bikini in it 👙and my favorite three make up products from @SelenaGomez !!!! Her shimmers are really fun and her spritz for your face before makeup is bomb 💣  and smells very good !!!! Selena .... Thank you for surprising me with this gift … I’ve been looking for shimmers 😉💅💋 !!!!!!

RED 🌹🌹🌹 !!!!! Pssss … this is Bad Guy part 2 … same song new dance 💃 … if you don’t like it ... don’t watch it 🍒🍒🍒 !!!!!

May the Lord wrap your mean ass up in joy today .... PS RED 🌹🌹🌹 !!!!! Pssss … this is Bad Guy part 2 … same song new dance 💃 … if you don’t like it ... don’t watch it 🍒🍒🍒 !!!!!

For those of you who choose to criticize my dancing videos ... look Im not gonna be performing on any stages anytime soon with my dad handling what I wear, say, do, or think 🚫🙅🏼‍♀️ 🚫!!!! Ive done that for the past 13 years ... Id much rather share videos YES from my living room instead of onstage in Vegas where some people were so far gone they couldnt even shake my hand and I ended up getting a contact high from weed all the time ... which I didnt mind but it would have been nice to be able to go to the mother fucking spa 💆🏼‍♀️🤭🧖🏼‍♀️ !!!! And no Im not gonna put on heavy makeup and try try try on stage again and not be able to do the real deal with remixes of my songs for years and begging to put my new music in my show for MY fans ... so I quit !!!! I dont like that my sister showed up at an awards show and performed MY SONGS to remixes !!!!! My so-called support system hurt me deeply !!!! This conservatorship killed my dreams ... so all I have is hope and hope is the only thing in this world that is very hard to kill ... yet people still try !!!! I didnt like the way the documentaries bring up humiliating moments from the past ... Im way past all that and have been for a long time !!!! And for women who say its weird the way I still have hope for fairy tales ... go fuck yourself 🖕🏼 !!!!! As I said ... hope is all I have right now ... youre lucky I post anything at all ... if you dont like what you see, unfollow me !!! People try to kill hope because hope is one of the most vulnerable and fragile things there is !!!! Im gonna go read a mother fucking fairy tale now !!!! Psss if you don’t want to see my precious ass dancing in my living room or it’s not up to your standards ... go read a fucking book 📕 !!!!!

There’s nothing worse than when the people closest to you who never showed up for you post things in regard to your situation whatever it may be and speak righteously for support … there’s nothing worse than that !!!! How dare the people you love the most say anything at all … did they even put a hand out to even lift me up at the TIME !!!??? How dare you make it public that NOW you CARE … did you put your hand out when I was drowning ???? Again … NO … so if you’re reading this and you know who you are … and you actually have the nerve to say anything about my situation just to save face for yourself publicly !!! If you’re gonna post something …. Please stop with the righteous approach when you’re so far from righteous it’s not even funny …. 🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼 and have a good day !!!!! PS if you’re reading this today and you can relate …. I’m sorry because I know what it’s like … and I send you my love 💋💋💋 !!!!

The third eye is very important 👁 ... its sort of like your sixth sense …. once it’s opened you have more clarity … wisdom … and insight !!!! It also deepens your spiritual connection … the third eye is mystical …. it provides perception beyond ordinary eyesight … it’s basically the window to the spiritual world !!!! For people like me who are extremely sensitive to anything and everything 🤷🏼‍♀️ …. Your third eye can get blocked by fear … worry … stress … trauma … and once a year this usually happens to me !!!! When it’s blocked it creates confusion … lack of confidence … pessimism … and lack of purpose !!!! I’ve learned the best ways to open my third eye is through meditation 🧘🏼‍♀️ … yoga … dancing 💃🏼 … praising 🙏🏼 … singing 🎤… essential oils … and flowers 🌹 … and I’m sure there are several more but those are the ones I know of !!!! I’m sharing this picture not only because I think it’s WAY cool and I wish I drew it myself but I hope it inspires me and my followers to open a new dimension ✨✨✨ !!!